Monday, May 22, 2006

I'm scared

I leave for SBP on Sunday and I'm scared I don't have what it takes to be faithful, do a good job and love all those girls this summer. It's true, I don't have what it takes. But thank God that the salvation and sanctification of all the girls I'll come in contact with is not up to me, it's up to God. I get scared alot and it's mostly because I see a task I've gotta accomplish and I see the depth of my inadequacy and I have a mini meltdown. But God is able, He's able to use sinners like me. Lord help me to focus on Your strength and power and stop trusting in myself, cause both of us know that I'm weak.

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