Trapped

That's just what kind of day I'm having. I feel like lounging all night and staying home but I can't. I gotta go out and work. I think the hours are the hardest thing for me. All my relaxing time gets split up so I don't ever really feel rested. This morning I met with someone at 8am then came home, 12pm then came home, 3pm and then came home and I'm having dinner with one of the girls at 5pm and I'm going stay out till prolly 11pm. Lord help me! I feel like I still don't exactly know what I'm doing or what I'm even supposed to do and I sorta wanna cry and put on my pj pants but that ain't in the cards for me tonight(at least not till later). LORD CHANGE MY HEART!